The Sound of Silence

Have you ever done something you regretted
But were glad you did at the same time?

I did something for you
But you don't know the sacrifice i made
I feel so STUPID
And so insecure
But I wish I had told you I loved you
While I had the chance

I decided to help you
With her instead
I feel like i just dropped myself on my head
I always ruin all  my chances
But you say I'll find a guy
I don't want any guy,
I just want you.

I don't know if you'll hear me yet
But I do wish you'd stumble across this blog
Only I don't think you'd know it'd be me
But I just wish you could read what I feel