The Sound of Silence

I think the best thing that can happen is falling out of love. The sad part is when you never realized you were in love until you fell out of it. I was listening to Rose(instrumental) from Titanic today, and I love it, it just flows over me and it's like a balm for the soul. Now seeing as I haven't updated in a few days, anyone reading this wouldn't have a clue, but I'm better, I'm not wallowing away in my shallow pit anymore. But I realized that music can make us believe, and it can make us strong again. But really, it's weird, it almost scares me the fact that I might be falling out of love, because I didn't know I was in love, or I just didn't believe it.


I was talking to a few of my friends and telling them some of my plans, and I was telling them something about one of my good guy friends and me, and they were saying "Awwwww, that's so cute" and I didn't get it....in fact I still don't. But there's a difference between that and the way people react when I tell them the guy I like is dating one of my best friends. And as much as I believe I love my friends boyfriend....or at least thought I did, maybe I was wrong. Or maybe I'm simply falling out of love because he's not the right guy for me. Or maybe I still love/like him, and I'm just trying not to. Maybe trying not to is the best alternative, really...wouldn't that make sense though.


I write poetry to people, and I've constantly been writing poetry about this guy, and I realized when I was reading over it, that maybe I am in love with him, but he's simply not right for me because he doesn't understand my needs...and well, maybe that's the truth.


So listen to Rose(instrumental) from the Titanic, and You're Not Alone by Saosin, because they're amazing, and maybe they'll make you fall out of love, or maybe they'll make you fall in love again


Try as hard as you can to fall in love, and never fall out of love, because sometimes falling out of love is good but it can ruin your faith in love


I don't know what you believe
But I need to believe in love
I can't live without the thought
That you will be there every day
And I'll miss you if you ever leave
But I know I'm not alone
Because you're always by my side
In heart and in mind
And some days I may miss you
But I know you'll be back
By my side again soon
I Love You
Or maybe I don't
I don't know