The Sound of Silence

I'm exhausted, but I love you guys, so I'll give you a post.


Your smell should linger on my skin, so I can always breathe you in.
You can always make me warm, even when you're not next to me.
You light this fire within my heart, and it feels like I could fall apart.
You can make me tremble, make me swoon, and you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand.
I wish you could be together but you don't seem to feel the same way.
I thought that we could be together, but you seem to be ignoring me.
I wish, I wish, but don't we all?
You should be with me, because I feel like I belong in your arms.
And it's been such a long time, and I'm so sick of waiting. Aren't I worth chasing?
I thought that there was something in me worth fighting for, but I guess I thought wrong.
My heart is broken, and I don't want it to be.
You promised you wouldn't hurt me,
Well guess what,
You did.

You don't even know how you make me feel
You make me think, yet you make me real
I'm glad I can be me
But the one thing that scares me
Is I trust you with everything
My life,
My secrets,
Everything there is to know about me,
I trust you with
Everything about you,
I trust you with.
That must mean something,
Maybe it means that I love you
But you wouldn't noticed me,
I'm just the girl you lend your hoodie to
Or put your hands on my face and look into my eyes.
I'm just the girl you joke about warming up,
Or putting your arm on top of mine,
Just to show me how warm you are.
But somewhere in there
amongst the hugs and the eye contact in the halls
I know I'm the only one you trust
And I take that to heart

Guess what, I'll never be good enough
I don't do anything right
I never look good enough
And I make dumb mistakes
I want you to love me the way I am
But sometimes it gets harder and harder
It's like I can't breathe
Like you're smothering me.
I know it's not your fault
You couldn't have known
But it gets harder every time
Sorry Dad

There's so much time left to figure this out, but already you've got me going insane

It seems you've noticed me
Finally
But I still don't know
If you feel the same way
So I'm scared to tell you who I miss
When obviously it's you
Love;
Me

Have you ever done something you regretted
But were glad you did at the same time?

I did something for you
But you don't know the sacrifice i made
I feel so STUPID
And so insecure
But I wish I had told you I loved you
While I had the chance

I decided to help you
With her instead
I feel like i just dropped myself on my head
I always ruin all  my chances
But you say I'll find a guy
I don't want any guy,
I just want you.

I don't know if you'll hear me yet
But I do wish you'd stumble across this blog
Only I don't think you'd know it'd be me
But I just wish you could read what I feel

Bright blue eyes, perfect red lips,
Porcelain skin, flawless beauty,
Face covered in a spiderweb veil.
Lunar glow, illuminating her pale face
The perfect corpse, the perfect glow.
A candle flickers at her bedside
Shuddering breaths, the last she'll draw.
The blood that has stained her hands
Is being repaid with a simple disease.
The poison flows through her veins,
The tinge of blue flowing through her skin.
Skin like parchment, paper thin
Looking like a frail leaf, faint shuddering.
She gasps her last breath,
And dies without a single word

Just forget about it
Say goodnight,
And hold me tight.
Don't draw out your
Farewell.
I'll miss you,
Sure enough,
But only for a while.
I hold my hand to
The window pane;
I watch the rain,
Watch you walk away.
I know you can't stay
But I'll miss you
In every way.
I rest my head on
The window pane
Hoping you won't
See my silent pain.