There have been three major events that I have dreamed of since I was little; my graduation, my wedding, and having children. In five days as of tiday, the first one happens

I've walked these hallowed halls for thirteen years
and now I long to run through them screaming "It's over, I'm done"
It's time to say goodbye, I'm not sad, but I'm not happy.
When I'm wearing that beautiful designer dress,
eating a fancy dinner, with orchids on my wrist,
while I'm dancing the night away with my best friend,
and the guy I like...two different guys might I add, though they both are my best friends.
When I tell the guy I like that I still like him,
and when I tell him that he has a little more competition then planned,
Maybe something will happen.
Because I've dreamed of what his kisses will be like.
And when we're in the museum, in the planetarium,
when the stars are reflected on the ceiling above us.
It's over, and I know then that it's over for good.
But I can't say I'm sad to leave.
This place has suffocated me and helped me grow
but it's time for me to move on,
to blossom into womanhood, something i've been on the cusp of for years,
to become all I want to be,
To grow up finally,
and feel totally free

Friday, June 18, 2010

Drowning

I'm drowning in your eyes,
glacial blue,
so beautiful.

Turn around bright eyes,
so I can drown in your gaze.
Wake up, wake up, I'm right here.

I'm lost in the depths,
lost in your eyes,
lost in your mouth.

You do something amazing to me,
notice me, notice me,
just look my way

Turn around
So I can drown again

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Song: Untitled

So this is a song i'm working on. Comments, Ideas? gladly taken

I need you to be my superman, lead me by the hand, tell me everything will be okay. You can't ever lie, I'll never give you the chance cause I don't wanna let go of you. If you can read my mind, you'll know I never want you out of my sight. Just take me by the hand and lead me away from this mess, you're my superman, rescue me from the flaws inside