Friday, February 19, 2010

Valentine's Day

So poetically inadequate.







Stiff fingers scrawl words,






Hearts race and chillbumps crawl,






No warmth on the soul.






No dreams, you took them all.






I’m picturing your smile






Flirting across your lips.






Are you thinking of me?






Or is she on your mind,






Your half-friend,






Ex-girlfriend, first love?






And I thought you’d sweep me






Off my feet, how wrong could I be.






No furtive smiles, no secrets






In your eyes?






You really have nothing to hide?






Why don’t I believe you.






It’s not like you’ve never lied.






My body is cold, lacking outer heat,






But if you were nearby,






You could be keeping me warm.






Roses wilt and fade,






Need I carry on this tirade?






Because diamonds always sparkle,






But I always seem to fade






Into black, into the back.






Has the ground never shook






Beneath your feet?






Would I be the first






To notice the brewing tempest?






Do you want me to be a






Beguiling temptress? Because






Being me does not seem to be






Attention grabbing.






And you think I’ve got






A heart made of stone,






But you’re so wrong, so blind,






And you’ve crossed a line.






So no more games, give me






Something more, hold me in






Your arms, not letting go.






Warm up my frozen skin,






Help me move again.






Kiss my lips, let me taste






What causes my heart to race.




Thursday, February 4, 2010

So Close...But Still So Far

I can almost taste it , you and me
The way your eyes settle on me
Seeing me, for real.
We're so close
But still so far.
Some twisted set of rules
Is what is holding you
Holding you back from me.
It's like a twisted dance
and I don't know the steps.
Because now that I know
I know the truth,
It makes it harder and
Harder to stay away.
Because I can't stay away from you...
You're better at that then me.
And when I see you looking at me,
My heart sings.
So baby, can't we get just a little bit closer?